Demam

Hujan lebat tak henti2......

Demam
Selesema
Batuk
Sakit kepala

All at the same time.....

Allah..!

Anniversary

06082012 - 06082015

Happy 3rd (working) Anniversary..!!

exact date for this year's end of contract will be on 17082015.. 😉

let's see how the new cycle goes, shall we? 😀

semoga diriku sentiasa tabah! 😊

Tuesday - 4th August 2015

First working day for the week..
As usual, hectic like hell! I'm very tired..
As usual, need to deal with those people.. I'm very tired..
As usual, workload is heavier than my weight.. I'm very tired..
As usual, the laptop is 'fast', but a walking snail is faster.. I'm very tired..
As usual, they're trying their best to make me feel down.. I'm very tired..
As usual, no one give a damn about what I'm facing everyday.. I'm very tired..
As usual, I still try my very best to stay strong and survive.. I'M VERY TIRED..!!!

.....

menunggu waktu berbuka puasa.....
baru 2 hari.. ada lagi 4 hari utk cukupkan 6..
u can do it, Hally..!!
last year senang je.. this year rasa mcm susah sgt..
hai lah.. ujian, ujian..

Monday (noon)

baru half-day, dah rasa mcm nk pengsan.. hasrat utk golek2 atas katil mmg x kesampaian.. told ya!

pagi td baba ckp nk hantar keta gi bengkel.. something wrong with the a/c.. kita pon pki la attire yg bersesuaian.. baju biasa2 je mcm nk gi pasar tuh.. t-shirt lengan 3 suku with jeans, tudung hitam.. and off we go! baba drive satu keta, saya drive satu keta..

after dah hantar keta, i thought we're going straight home.. nope! wrong! tetiba gi fetch kwn baba n his wife, to go to another friend's house somewhere in Ampang.. sabo je la......... dah la pakai baju x semenggah..... 😑😑😑

balik ziarah, gi kedai beli barang dapur.. "nak beli apa ni?".. "sayur je la.."..
so berhenti kedai runcit biasa je.. beli udang, ikan, kobis, kentang, fishball, daun sup & bawang, roti, buah mangga, n apa ntah lagi.. inilah yg dikatakan 'sayur je', ok? imagine kalau ckp nk beli byk barang..... 😂😂😂

sampai rumah, semua benda kena siang.. i smell like pasar now.. x pasal2.. padahal niat keluar td nk hantar keta je.. 😔😔😔

Monday

It's Monday and I'm not working..
Thinking of just lepak-ing on my bed, doing almost nothing..
Oh what am I thinking??
It's a dream that will never come true.......

Heartbroken - a pathetic one-sided love story

Hello myself! How are you? 😊😊😊 Ok, this is creepy~ HA-HA-HA

I've been in love.. yes, I know most of you also have been in that phase of life = FIRST LOVE..! some ended with a happy marriage life while some, well..... you know lah.. 😝😝😝

in my case, it didn't end up like how i imagined it would be.. my fault, i guess.. too happy in my own little dream.. let's skip on how we met, how we fell, how we end.. I don't want to go through that pathetic crying phase again.. 😊😊😊

was I sad? of coz! it was too heartbreaking, too painful that i still can't forgive him.. i did try, but it's just too hard.. now, looking back at those happy times, knowing that they were all lies, makes me realize how dumb and stupid of myself.. to trust and love someone so easily.. well, i quess i was too excited at that moment of time.. falling in love at the age of 25, first love, with no experience.. can you imagine the excitement? 😜😜😜

do I blame him? at first, yes, I did fully blame him.. but i don't know la.. I think putting all the blame on myself is a lot easier.. It somehow calm myself.. i have no idea why.. weird? yeah, you can say that..

will I take him back? well, one thing for sure, I'm 100% positive that he will never ever come back.. I mean, why would he?? he didn't even love me.. never was and never will.. it was maybe just a fling for him.. lagipon, siapa lah kita ni kan? I'm a nobody.. 😂😂😂

do I hate him? ok, lets make one thing clear.. I know I will never ever forgive him for what he did, but I will never hate him.. it's hard to hate someone that you truly love.. even of it's a one-sided love.. 😉😉😉

that's all for now.. first post after a looooooooong hiatus.. i know this post is very unorganized.. my grammar, my arrangements, OH MY GOD..!! but no worries, I will do better next time.. too sleepy now.. 😴😴😴

to you who broke my heart, do take note that I still love and care for you.. and I do miss you.. maybe not as much as how I used to coz the heart is broken.. I know you don't even care but I still want you to know.. only here, where you or anyone else will never read.. good night!